why do i feel so insignificant in your eyes?
what if i already left my house?
should i head back home?
sometimes i wished you thought of me before doing anything,
just like what i always do
but i know we're different.
like today, its tzeyan's birthday
you nvr told me if you were going to bring me all along
i hope you would, so i kept my day free
this morn you told me you wanted me to go
so i agreed.
haha
i always thought sunday was the only day we would surely meet in a week,
no matter what.
but maybe i was wrong?
so long since i last met up with you (at least to me)
however right now i'm not feeling as bad as i would have felt months back
perhaps after you pick yourself up from a fall you become stronger
but is it a good or bad sign?
i don't know.
guess i wasted my weekends again
haha
and yes, im only complaining so that i might feel better
haha.