maybe , just maybe ,
up till now ,
i am still feeling very insecure .

don't do stupid things in a moment of folly.
often when someone hurts you ,
one will think of ways to try and get back at them
but have you realised ,
they might have unintentionally hurt you .
but just to feel better at that moment ,
u purposely do something which you know is wrong
and it ends up with both parties being upset
even though u realised that you are wrong ,
it might be too late.

i dont like it when my mind compares you to others
i dont like it when i get emotional after listening to some songs
i realised that i have never thought about some things before
what if i was not there for you one day?
how would you feel?
much as i want you to be happy,
deep down i hope u would be sad.
because,
at least it meant i matter.

sometimes it's best not to have such high expectations
they say the higher your hopes, the greater your disappointment
in a way i agree with that.
come to think of it, i get jealous and upset very easily
although i know i should not be feeling that way,
but i can only try not to express it out.
the feeling comes naturally
who can stop it?
i should stop thinking about what is the "normal" thing a person will do
to avoid any disappointment
i'm tired now, gonna sleep.
goodnight everyone

leave no room for regrets.

do not leave things unsaid,

nor things undone.

sometimes life is really fragile

kind of scary.

remember the army guy who died recently?

saw his girlfriend's blog on cheryan's blog

went to take a look and it's really very upsetting

all the things she once had,

gone in an instance

he promised the last thing he will ever do was to leave her.

i guess he was really a very sweet guy

this is her link

http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/

today i woke up and told my mother i love her

haha kind of random

thoat feeling so sore

maybe a fever is on it's way

hahaa

parents just went to genting

hope they have a safe trip and have fun (:

till tuesday night no one to look after me,

how?

but i know my dearest will be there for me,

tho she din say it out

hah.

anyway i know it's stressful for those doing their fyp now

smile alright?

it will be over soon

it applies to you hor, ch

haha so heartbreaking to see you sleep so late

and waking up so early

two more weeks!

endure and the final victory will be yours.

iloveyouso.

nothing is impossible
when two becomes one.

haha at least that's how i feel in a relationship (: