new year, new clothings, new resolutions, new everything?

hmm,

hahaha of cause not !

some things can't be replaced ..

just like my family members, my stupid girl, my brothers and friends(:

so i decided,

to treat all of them nicer

but provided they treat me nice too lah, haha

anyway this year's countdown was damn special,

so extraordinary.

think must be because the weather very good

not very sunny.

okay i was just joking,

it's cause i spent it with someone who is so dear to me!

there, this girl.

notice the S on her shirt?

haha look up

later tonight my brother will be going overseas.

have a safe and pleasant trip !

okay going to sleep now.

happy new year everyone!
& good night.

sometimes i feel so disappointed
it might seem like a obvious joke
you may think that i know the truth too
but how would i know if it isn't what i think it is?




to everyone:
just wondering,
if you have a very happy piece of news
who will you think of sharing it with first?
and does it mean that the person is very important to you?

ahh i hate this feeling
i don't like to waste my days away

let's see if you remember..
haha

is it because of me,
or just that you are used to it?

why do i feel so insignificant in your eyes?
what if i already left my house?
should i head back home?
sometimes i wished you thought of me before doing anything,
just like what i always do
but i know we're different.
like today, its tzeyan's birthday
you nvr told me if you were going to bring me all along
i hope you would, so i kept my day free
this morn you told me you wanted me to go
so i agreed.
haha
i always thought sunday was the only day we would surely meet in a week,
no matter what.
but maybe i was wrong?
so long since i last met up with you (at least to me)
however right now i'm not feeling as bad as i would have felt months back
perhaps after you pick yourself up from a fall you become stronger
but is it a good or bad sign?
i don't know.
guess i wasted my weekends again
haha
and yes, im only complaining so that i might feel better
haha.

to gain something,
you have to lose another.

can one really have the best of both worlds?

stay this happy always ! (:

she tells me that i look gay in here..














but ..
then how to describe the one below ?



























haha

so what if you knew everything ,
but not do anything about it

Mariah Carey - I'll Be Lovin' U Long Time

I'll be lovin u long time

I'll be lovin'

I'll be lovin'

I'll be lovin

I'll be lovin

I'll be lovin

I'll be lovin

I'll be lovin u [ 2x ]

You ain't even gotta worry

About a thing I gotcha babe

And ain't nobody takin' me away

It's not a game I'm here to stay

Our love is stronger than any drug

Addictive just can't get enough

And everytime I'm with you

I want some more

Just close the door

And let's explore each other

Long as I know you got me

I'll be loving u long time (as I can breathe)

I'll be loving u long time (eternally)

There's no stopping you and me

I'll be loving u long time (as I can breathe)

I'll be loving u long time (eternally)

Don't care what no one has to say

They don't understand us like we do

I need you near me night and day

Together there ain't nothin' we can't do

Scoop me up and we can go

To that little spot where no one knows

Spend a little time just us alone

You can caress my body and never let go

Long as I know you got me

I'll be loving u long time (as I can be)

I'll be loving u long time (eternally)

There's no stopping you and me

I'll be loving u long time (as I can breathe)

I'll be loving u long time (eternally)

I don't want another

Ain't gon' never be another

Can't nobody do what you do to me

Don't want another

Ain't gon' never be another

Can't nobody do what you do to me

Don't want another

Ain't gon' never be another

Can't nobody do what you do to me

I'll be loving u long time (as I can be)

I'll be loving u long time (eternally)

Long as I know you got me

I'll be loving u long time (as I can be)

I'll be loving u long time (eternally)

There's no stopping you and me

I'll be loving u long time (as I can be)

I'll be loving u long time

I'll be lovin'

I'll be lovin

I'll be lovin

I'll be lovin

I'll be lovin

I'll be lovin u

spot the three lines which are different from the rest.














on National day at Suntec Swensens














23/8/08

i need luck on friday !

anyway ,

third day spent doing nothing at home
sigh.
maybe it's time to get a life

maybe , just maybe ,
up till now ,
i am still feeling very insecure .

don't do stupid things in a moment of folly.
often when someone hurts you ,
one will think of ways to try and get back at them
but have you realised ,
they might have unintentionally hurt you .
but just to feel better at that moment ,
u purposely do something which you know is wrong
and it ends up with both parties being upset
even though u realised that you are wrong ,
it might be too late.

i dont like it when my mind compares you to others
i dont like it when i get emotional after listening to some songs
i realised that i have never thought about some things before
what if i was not there for you one day?
how would you feel?
much as i want you to be happy,
deep down i hope u would be sad.
because,
at least it meant i matter.

sometimes it's best not to have such high expectations
they say the higher your hopes, the greater your disappointment
in a way i agree with that.
come to think of it, i get jealous and upset very easily
although i know i should not be feeling that way,
but i can only try not to express it out.
the feeling comes naturally
who can stop it?
i should stop thinking about what is the "normal" thing a person will do
to avoid any disappointment
i'm tired now, gonna sleep.
goodnight everyone

leave no room for regrets.

do not leave things unsaid,

nor things undone.

sometimes life is really fragile

kind of scary.

remember the army guy who died recently?

saw his girlfriend's blog on cheryan's blog

went to take a look and it's really very upsetting

all the things she once had,

gone in an instance

he promised the last thing he will ever do was to leave her.

i guess he was really a very sweet guy

this is her link

http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/

today i woke up and told my mother i love her

haha kind of random

thoat feeling so sore

maybe a fever is on it's way

hahaa

parents just went to genting

hope they have a safe trip and have fun (:

till tuesday night no one to look after me,

how?

but i know my dearest will be there for me,

tho she din say it out

hah.

anyway i know it's stressful for those doing their fyp now

smile alright?

it will be over soon

it applies to you hor, ch

haha so heartbreaking to see you sleep so late

and waking up so early

two more weeks!

endure and the final victory will be yours.

iloveyouso.

nothing is impossible
when two becomes one.

haha at least that's how i feel in a relationship (: